I Am From....

I am from Sunday School then pot roast for dinner and prayer meetings on Wednesday evenings. I am from I'll fly away oh glory and Oh how I love Jesus and Hold to God's unchanging hand. I am from lean not on thine own understanding but trust God.

I am from afternoons of Leave it to Beaver and Donna Reed and Father knows best. I am from walking across the room to change the television channel or be content with one of the three channels that is on. I am from Elton John and Beatle albums and Earth Wind and Fire and Carlos Santana eight track tapes.

I am from posters and black lights and french vanilla candles. I am from Ali McGraw and Ryan O'Neil, Love Story and 'love means never having to say you're sorry.' I am from mood rings and promise rings and his class ring dangling around my neck on a chain.

I am from save your babysitting money for that brown suede jacket with miles of fringe. I am from teachers monitoring if my dress is too short or my boyfriends hair is too long. I am from go back to your room and put on something 'decent.' I am from laborously ironing my long curly hair every morning so I can look like everyone else.

I am from crocheted blankets and handmade quilts, old black iron skillets and my granmothers Singer sewing machine. I am from try it on in the store then come home and create it. I am from why would you buy it when you know you can make it.

I am from if it's worth doing then it's worth doing right. I am from don't say anything if you can't say something nice. I am from you'll never understand until you have children of your own.

I'm from headaches and tears and sobs in the bathroom as I struggle to understand or be understood. I'm from smiles and laughter because I can and I am.

I am from church camp and friends I hold dear to this day. I am from friends who love the Lord and love me too. I am from the confusion that stems when the things that seem right go wrong and when friends who know God seem to turn Him away. I am from the baby boom age from Alexandria, Virginia. From the young couple who were told this pregnancy, too, will never make it. I am from the Grace and Mercy of God, who never gave up on me. I am from Him.